That is why they are called feelings

I was trying to untangle a feeling when a friend told me: "Why do you have that chicken face? stop trying to untangle feelings. The reason they are called feelings for, is that you cannot solve them. Otherways, they would be called reasons."

And you know, when someone is right you've got to tell them they're right.

Well, that is something I try to do all the time. I try to find a reason for everything. Even my feelings. But sometimes, like this one, I realise the thread of reasons (in this case feelings) that gave rise to that particular issue is too long to be followed. It comes from the union of different threads. That came themselves from the union of others. And so on and so forth. And that makes it too many threads. But my brain keeps on trying to untangle them even though I gave up. I begin to get sad. I try to convince my brain that if I gave up it was for a reason, I try to make it trust me. But sometimes that is harder than you'd expect...

I wish I had the right answer, I wish I could just disintegrate all the bad times we had. Make all the stupid things you said and how stupid I was just vanish into thin air. And I am going to keep the good times, try to remember all the time the laughs we shared, how nice and smart you made me feel and how I loved that light in your eyes.



As someone said: "There are two kinds of problems. The ones that have a solution and the ones that don't. If you've got a problem of the first kind then solve it. If you have one of the second kind, just put it in the non-solvable-problem drawer and most likely it'll solve itself."