Always the same shit

There are things I still can't do because they remind me of you. And it hurts. It physically hurts. I still can't listen to a lot of music. I can't listen to Dogs D'Amour. I thought the pain was over but I was wrong. But as my friend Ines says, it always takes more time than you thought it would.

I need to cry. But I can't. It's always the same shit.

Try to focus on the good things

Last year this time I was travelling to Valle del Jerte. So many things have happened since. I remember my mom called me so that I fixed her computer. I was so pissed off. It was not the moment to make me work. But anyway. The trip was not as good as I expected. We didn't even see the cherry blossoms.

how long has it been like this? I sometimes just can't.