Tired

I'm tired. Tired of physical pain, tired of being treated like shit by people I've done nothing to, tired of being afraid of making people angry (yes, you've always had that power over me), tired of being accused, tired of not understanding why the fuck human beings make things so freaking complicated when they are soooo easy.

And unlike other times of this dumb existence, all I want to do is cry. Just a honest conversation (honest with oneself and the others) could solve each and every one of these stupid miseries. But being honest with oneself seems to be an extreme sport these days and no one wants to take that risk.